Looking Over The Horizon

Well,this year has start off with a great start for me,man I can't remember being this happy,being this peaceful and for once in my fucking life my demons have finally stopped torturing me,I feel as if I'm getting older and much more mature than ever before,I'm proud of the fact that I'm now very honest with everyone and I'm now more faithful about the future this time around. It feels like God has finally granted me my wish to start my life over again,to make up for my lousy past,my only wish is to finally burn my past completely but even I know I can't do that because the past is what made me into what I am today. Sometimes at night before I go to sleep I think to myself this must be all a dream and if it is I don't wanna wake up,I love where my life is now,I'm so in peace with myself,my mind is clearer,my demons have stopped torturing me,I don't feel lonely or isolated anymore,I'm not hopeless,my heart is no longer cold,black,empty or lifeless and no more crying in a darkened corner asking God to take my life. Now I have every reason to look over the horizon and await whatever blessing comes my way and the great thing about that is I won't have to wait in the dark alone anymore.